I'm really super bummed out right now. I don't even know if I want to be writing, right now. It becomes incredibly hard to focus on all the good news in my life when all I want is for this stupid daytime talk show of a situation my brother created to go away. It's not really my place to ever say it to her but dammit I just want my mom to let it go. It breaks my heart that this thing hurt her as badly as it did.
The good news is:
I am employed
I received grant money from CU
I have a life plan
I have enough; food, shelter, love
I have my mind and my heart and my body
I feel like Andrew and I have made amends and that situation no longer breaks my heart
Today I've been tired. I think I'll go to bed early.
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