Sunday afternoon. High and a little drunk. Cleaning and laundering sheets. And just. ok.
Donald Fucking Trump is president now. It is devastating. Yesterday women across the wold marched. It was inspiring.
My dad thinks I can be mayor. I like when people believe in me. My boss. Well. All my bosses seem to believe in me.
And my other gummy half just kicked in. I turned my breakfast into delicious tacos for lunch. I am the greatest. I think I'll do that again for dinner.
My divorce is in its final stages. I can't believe this is where my life is. I am in the middle of a divorce and I feel the best I have felt in over a year. My life is starting to balance back into a bit of a routine which feels incredible. I have to get through selling the house but given what I have already been through, I should be fine.
I reconnected with a guy I crushed hard on when I worked at Costco. Turns out he liked me right back. It took all of like half of one conversation for us to say that to each other. And the time for him in my life could not be more perfect. And he could not be more perfect for me. And he is working so hard to make things with us slow, and perfect, and special. I don't think I have ever experienced anything like it. SO as badly as I would like to get this damn sexy man naked. I'll let him curate this experience. We'll call it NY resolution step one. Patience and letting someone else be in control. I could fall in love with this one. He has staying power. And he gives me all the good feels. I like this. He doesn't have to try hard to win me over. But he is. And it is winning me over double time and double hard.
He has a similar outlook on life and the future. He will talk to me ineffectually without us parroting each other's opinions but in a way that challenges me to think critically about my own positions. And he agrees to disagree. And he goes along with my ideas of adventure days. And he speaks Spanish. And his arms... Oh my god. He is sweet and fucking sexy. And it seems like he will match my physical energy well. I can't name a single thing I dislike about this man. I'm sure it will come soon enough so I will enjoy a perfect man while I have one.
