Here We Are

I'm starting to feel a little bit of sadness over leaving this apartment. I love it here. This is my most favorite place that I have ever lived and so many things have happened while I've been here that it makes it hard to leave. I've never felt such an attachment to a place. Not even the house I grew up in. I may even cry a little when I finally do move out. This is the first place which has literally been my own and in it, I have come to know so much about me and have grown to be so much closer to the person I want to be. It's like I'm scared that by leaving here I could screw up all of my progress. I will always have my memories of this place and I will always look back quite fondly at this place and this time in my life. What an amazing last year and a half I've had. My life figuratively turned upside down. What I once knew to be true no longer plays any role in what I know my life to be today. It's simply a testament to my ability to survive and to evolve into who I should be and who I want to be. I am okay. I will be okay. Everything works out in the end.