I am feeling strangely fine. Different, but good. Its as though a huge weight has been lifted from my shoulders. This relief is beyond comprehension or description. For now, I just have to take my life day by day. Katrina made another valid point last night. She mentioned that I had not gone a single week with out a meltdown. I think it's time I do go an entire week without a meltdown. It's a good place to start. It starts today. I start today.
I don't think I would ever want to be able to start my car from my phone. That is just scary to me.
It feels like this will be a huge turning point in my life. It will be one that I am ready for.
I will be okay.
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