Broken wing

My grandmother has officially been diagnosed with dimentia. She is on the very verge of very bad. The pain that I'm experiencing is unlike anything I have ever felt before. I am very much so little miss one big mess right now and I want to be in your arms right now more than anything. I need you now and you aren't here and I don't have any way of knowing if or when you will be. This is on the verge of intolerable.