Winter is not my best season. I don't wear it well, though it hasn't been officially diagnosed, I believe I may have some seasonal mood disorder issues. Lately, it's been extra special tough. I have a boyfriend who is halfway across the country, a changing dynamic of girlfriends, a rough patch of shaken confidence and snow keeping me from getting outside and working on my fitness goals.
The quote about pulling an arrow back before it shoots forward has never felt so relevant.
So I focus. I'm focusing on Grad school options. I'm focusing on writing papers about GIS uses in urban passenger rail corridors and the spatial changes of Complete Streets projects, specifically the Living Streets Initiative in the Blueprint Denver master plan. And this is why I know I'm on the right track. Researching these things is exciting.
I just wish there was something to reassure me that I will find a job someday after all this work is done. I wish there was some way to know that all the work I'm putting into everything will pay off in the end.
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